alltimeyoh

wowie wow wow it's been a while, hasnt it? does anyone even remember my existence? well hopefully i'll be drawing again soon, because i miss it really bad. and hopefully i'll be better at it this time. but let's see, life updates. i graduated high school in the top ten. i've been with the love of my life (aka the boy i've had a crush on since the beginning of 8th grade) for nearly a year now. (it'll be a year in september) i'm 18, and i'll be 19 in about three months. i'll be attending florida state university in the fall - i'm currently an english major but i really want to be a theatre major, so fingers crossed for next fall, please?

Do any of you even care about me anymore? I've practically disappeared at this point. I'M SORRY. Well, updates: I broke up with my boyfriend. We had a good run, and I think in the end it was the best thing for us both. It's still really awkward between us but we can be generally civil. I'm president of my troupe. I'M SO HAPPY. I'm ATTEMPTING to eat better and exercise more, because I'm tired of being afraid to look in the mirror. I've started touring college campuses. I still can't believe it's my senior year. I'm essentially redoing my room. I'm trying to feel better about myself. Um... yeah. OH ALSO ONCE UPON A TIME HAS TAKEN OVER

We're doing Godspell. I'm kind of excited, but at the same time I'm a little meh. Don't get me wrong, it's a great show, and the songs are amazing, and we've got a fantastic cast, I'm just afraid I won't be able to get into it... I'm not religious at all. I mean,if you get down to the very core of Godspell, it's not strictly Christian. It's relatively all-encompassing, and focuses a lot more on unity in general than Christianity itself, and Jesus's teachings from when he walked the Earth. Christianity may be founded on that, but Jesus, in all honesty, was a very wise, intelligent, and charismatic man, who said some pretty great things in hi